I have been dreading the month of June all year. I would try and force my mind to think about anything else but the closer the date got the more my mind went to it. It's now almost 3am on the 21st June and I can't sleep. Two years ago today my Maw passed away and I am still in absolute shock. It still doesn't seem real and it certainly doesn't feel like it has been that long since I last saw her. I feel like I should be doing something to honour her memory today and I can't seem to think of anything that will do it justice. Whatever happens I'm sure it will all end in cake though. As always I hope she is aware of how much I loved her, admired her and miss her. x